Thursday, September 20, 2007

itsunfair,youunderstand? itsdownrightcruelsometimes. whycantitNOTbesoforachange?
why does being mature/smarter/stronger have to be a disadvantage? i know i can deal with it. i know i can swallow all the shit in a jiffy and my little finger wont even have a clue.
i know i can spend ages in the colddarkfuckinghollowsoflonelinessandstillfeeluncomfortablehavingtorevealthatimlonely andneveraskforanything So ?
SO YOU WILL KEEP KILLING ME EVEN MORE?
SHECANTAKEITALLSOJUSTLETHERHURLSOMEMOREBULLSHITATHERANDWATCHHERFAKELIVING?
so i dont even DESERVE togetthethingsineedsobadlybutnevergetneverdemandneverbegforsoidontgettolive?
itsnotlikeIdonttryikeeppushingsometimesmaybejusttoohardandwhenitdontneedpushingicarefullystopiTRYtoUNDERTSANDitrytodothe
righthingwhycantifuckingcry?

iwantanapple.but *sigh*
ill buy chlormints tommorow. soillhavetostealarupee. shh.

3 comments:

Dhruva said...

You'll live, kid.

Falak said...

Bane of intelligence. And garnish the situation with procrastination and there you get your answer.

Btw, aap chlormint kyun khaate hain? XD

Lucid Darkness said...

"why does being mature/smarter/stronger have to be a disadvantage?"

Hah hah hah.
*hollow laugh*
Exactly.

Life hits only those people hardest. The weak simply wilt and are spared the pain.