Monday, July 2, 2007

.opaquetransparency.

.loud recluse.
i know too little. make me smile?maybe it does not count. maybe ill be a little like me someday.am i like you?i dont see me.too much too little to a stupidweirdweevil. i wish i knew. thank god you dont. do you see?it will all be the same eventually.shed more tears.dark skies dry eyes funny words that sound the same as nothing.attentionseeking sadistic freak.hatredforrains.run through my veins. but dont get too close.
the sun does not faze me.is there anything left to reveal?i thought i was real.
was real.real.purple haze in the winding maze of neverland of neverland.tilt the mirror.mask those eyes.rape that smile.the smell of light the sound of smoke tinged with the feel of me.and the blue shadows of time.the dreams heave.and die.there is no close.
break the ice
and give me a few more words to fill up the hollow.

7 comments:

Lucifer said...

Yes.
All the same.

Prince Kazarelth said...

Heh. We all pass through the same old dark forest...
I just felt enamoured and stayed put. Ah... it's inglorious, this pain.

weevil girl said...

i bin here for a long time now. seems will be forever me.

shreya said...

i love the constant rhythm....brilliant!i'm a big fan...

Lucid Darkness said...

Ah Ship...

Oh..

Long time, eh? A long time of feeling constricted, feeling unreal, feeling lost, confused, tired, hopeless, dejected, NUMB...

You know what, I admire the fact that you have the guts to try out free a. writing on your blog. Believe me, I do. No rules of 'grammar and formatting' to restrict you ... you've just let yourself go.

Words will 'fill up that hollow', but there must be a transformation first. You need to convince yourself of it. Otherwise, it'll always seem as though you're on a roller-coaster that keeps plummetting down, down and DOWN.

There isn't a close. But there is an outlet. And you shall find it. Just tackle things one by one. [That's all I can say].

I hope you don't find this another bit of meaningless prattle.

Oh ... and ... *hugs*

weevil girl said...

...

*hugs back*

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